After his new friend turns fiend and tortures him into the abyss, a wannabe hero’s mission to find something new to replace religion - succeeds.

SYNOPSIS:

In this supercharged highly dramatic true story, I declare a mission to go into the depths of the human condition and find something new, because everything that exists has failed. I’m not having an authentic human experience, and neither is most anyone else.

“Reality is God, when you pretend or lie, you cease to exist you die” is my motto on line. Those must be magic words, because what follows is the greatest TRUE story ever told.

The reckless candor and flamboyant sexuality I associate with me being real has catastrophic life consequences. I forget about my mission and try to fit back in.

I go into real estate and hook up with a genius real estate developer and meet a beautiful woman who lives on the same lake as him, 300 miles from me. “Here for a good time, not a long time” is his motto. He wears a jacket with the word Love on it and can do no wrong.

My heart is torn to shreds by the situation and finally Mr. Cool genius tortures me with demonic abusive homosexual suggestions. I go crazy and lose everything. People think I’m a stalker, rapist or pedophile because of the psychic damage to my mind and what it does to my countenance. I get kicked out of places just for sitting there, because everywhere I look everyone sees crazy.

Meanwhile, he jet-skis out to save a man’s life by pulling him from an air crash on the lake seconds before it explodes. She sees the news crew and emergency vehicles on her way home from work. She turns on the TV and he’s on the news being interviewed.

I check out a book by Deepak Chopra “The Way of the Wizard” that talks about the self-image being illusory and the heart being the cave of truth. I go to the mirror where once was a GQ-esque visage, but now there’s a creepy looking beggar.

I look at my heart in the mirror, close my eyes and tunnel down with my awareness till I feel my inner child in my heart. It’s the sweet teacher’s pet I remember being. “This is me” I say to the sweetness in my heart, the way I usually think “that’s me” in the mirror.

A giant flood of light and energy flows through me, the words THIS IS GOING TO CHANGE THE WORLD are in my mind without me thinking them. Look Your Heart in the Mirror™, with mirror jewelry to symbolize it... A week later I remember my mission to find something new and my life is on a path, but I am broke and helpless still, and rent is due.

My landlord lives in Recue, CA and he rescues me by investing in the new revelation.

Bonafide theatrically incredible miracles ensue and then a Goddess speaks to me “I’m very angry, Tefnut cooking”. I miss the nut part because it makes no sense with tef, but I figure out the weird word is Her name, and then as part of my LOST fan activity I check out a book about Egyptian Gods and Goddesses from the library and She is no longer anonymous.

I become the only person in the world to solve LOST, the theme matches my story perfectly and the Goddess appears in the show - on the wall of the messiah character’s dwelling.

Still, though, my mind is crippled and I suffer 24x7. As years go by, I gain relative stability, making Mirroraculous™ jewelry, working and doing inner work. Finally, as my enlightenment grows near, I decide it’s time for The Goddess to get Her due and have Her story made into a movie, or else.